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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Fladian" data-source="post: 123475" data-attributes="member: 5833">Yeah, I decided to remove it in the end after all... I don't think I am ready to hear people's opinions about it, or anything else it would bring with it.To sum it up, I just "fucked up when currently the most important thing happened in my life, but also involved a lot of important events of other people. Though I don't really look like it, in important events, I try to figure out what could happen and try to prepare for it. I made a miscalculation, and the consequences were immediately shocking. And there is no possible way that I could have been able to keep it under control after making such a mistake. I call myself responsible for the loss of someone. Despite that it happened several months ago, I'm still crushed by it.Actually... no, it doesn't, Shad_Rak.I can't say the idea never crossed my mind. But the fact that I am only fluent in my Dutch and English, I can't really come too far. Not to mention that I have a couple of people out here I care for a lot, and I promised to live in the North of the Netherlands some day, which is a promise I'll definitely keep. I love it there.As for Canada. I have nothing against Canada, and I have a couple of acquaintances there who would welcome me with open arms. But going to an entirely other continent goes a little too far for my liking. I'm scared of the consequences, but not scared enough to go that far.</blockquote>