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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Tenebrae" data-source="post: 109182" data-attributes="member: 5970">I feel like adding to what I said about my "True Identity".Recently, my personality has started to reflect basically what you see in my avatar.  I have lots of friends who can't seem to stand the fact that I don't come anywhere close to being as social or friendly as they are.  One of these friends in particular I would really like to strangle right now, because he ruined my friendship with this girl whom i've been really good friends with ever since I met her over two years ago.I already mentioned that I was writing a book called Felas'Thaer, but I decided to change the title to "The Crimson Vortex", which is the name of the galaxy it takes place in, and I've changed the story quite a bit (for those of you who have read my "Possessed" poem, that is no longer part of my book.  Just look at it as how I imagine what a person possessed by a demon feels like).I've recently gotten into a habit of writing more and more poems about anger and loss than anything I used to do.  I don't think my change in personality is having much of a good effect on me, but I don't really care <img src="data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7" class="smilie smilie--sprite smilie--sprite7" alt=":p" title="Stick Out Tongue    :p" loading="lazy" data-shortname=":p" />For those of you who are wondering why I've suddenly become such a loner (at least, more so than I was before), I guess it's because I've come to the realization that almost every time I start to enjoy something, I lose it.  One example would be what I said in my first paragraph about that girl.  Likewise, everytime I start to become really good friends with someone, a distance suddenly starts to grow between me and that person.  There are only a few people I know who are still close friends with me.But then again, over the past few days, I've realized that that doesn't mean I should just give up.  I'm still in a bit of a mood, but I've started valuing life a little more.....do I seem a little schizophrenic to you guys?</blockquote>

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