why my life sucks

[LizardKing]

so im bored cause the servers are down and just thinkin about my life... i believe me hanging out on the servers and having fun with my only friends on here it takes away the realization of the outside world. as you all know i am in the navy and well im surrounded by the most hardcore geek/pimplely face nerds who never seen a chick naked other than the net and well i cant make friends with them cause they are always talkin about their lvl 13 magic user they used to destroy a dragon last nite. so basically i have no friends where i am at right now. only u guys and the friends back home. the only person i have here is my girl which i love very much and well that has kept me somewhat happy. but now they will be transfering me 3 and half hours away from my girl and im really going to miss her. they are transferin me because a few months back, i was in a car accident that fucked up my neck and my back and well the military just doesnt want to listen and are takin their sweet time about getting me fixed. i barely have enough money at the end of the month to even buy food, ive been living off tuna and bread for about 2 months now, every once and awhile i say fuck it and get a steak or something special you know. and now it seems ive fucked up with the lo3 people. man i just really dont know what to do anymore, its like no matter how hard i try to make myself better, make others happy, i end up in a big pile of shit. i just wish i could be back home with my friends and family and better, then i might truly be happy again.

 

[blze]

just be yourself man, it never works to "try to please people". and gl
with the transfer and your girl.

the tuna in the blue bag is leet, you can go at least another 48hrs
on that shit.


<3

 

[eng26dcfd]

I with ya buddy. If you need someone to bullshit with let me know I'll give you a call.

 

[WoRm5406]

Lo3 is up and running....

Just double click on the server and connect... ignore the not responding thing.

 

[CuRRyINaHuRRy]

I will try to be more active now after hearing that. Im here for ya buddy. 8)

 

[psychonaut13]

"stop looking for happiness, its right there beside you"

i got that in a fortune cookie once and it's stuck with me for a long time.

life does indeed some like a big pile of shit sometimes, like it's just raining shit on you all the fucking time..it gets old quick i know.

you have to break your habits. if you are not happy being where you are or doing what you're doing there is only change to make it worth while. i know you can't exactly just pick up and go as you're in the military, but try changing your daily routine a bit. you can always mix it up, and that normally will help you not feel so bored or trapped or unhappy.

of course, there's also meditation. which is easier than you think. it takes some time to get your brain to work correctly but it's so worth it once you get the hang of it.

a lot of times when i'm frustrated or i've got designer's block i go for a walk around town and just chill and think. then i go to a very quiet place, and sit still and listen for my "inner voice". everyone has an inner voice, some like to call it their inner wisdom. if you get to a comfortable place in a park or something and just sit down and quiet your mind. try not to think of anything like you normally would. just let the thoughts come and go. don't hold onto them or chase them. just clear your head and wait until you only hear your heartbeat and then in your mind, as your self a question like....why am i unhappy?

just wait a bit, and your inner voice will answer you. you have to be very very honest with yourself and listen to what your inner voice is saying. it's difficult sometimes to be completely honest with yourself, but it makes everything much better in the long run.

i hope that you get to a place that is happy man, i really do. and i feel ya about life being shitty, for the most part it is, but that doesnt mean it has to stay that way.

rock out
p13

 

[DigitalSword]

.....

how did you fuckup things with lo3? your fine in my book. dork.

 

[slick]

Good luck Lizzy. I'm kinda fucked up at the moment too...can't tell you why but I am extremely fucked up and I will be even more in a week.......

There is no fukin way out............at least for the near future.

Sucks major ass.

Peace, buddy.

Joe

 

[Dirty]

so im bored cause the servers are down and just thinkin about my life... i believe me hanging out on the servers and having fun with my only friends on here it takes away the realization of the outside world. as you all know i am in the navy and well im surrounded by the most hardcore geek/pimplely face nerds who never seen a chick naked other than the net and well i cant make friends with them cause they are always talkin about their lvl 13 magic user they used to destroy a dragon last nite. so basically i have no friends where i am at right now. only u guys and the friends back home. the only person i have here is my girl which i love very much and well that has kept me somewhat happy. but now they will be transfering me 3 and half hours away from my girl and im really going to miss her. they are transferin me because a few months back, i was in a car accident that fucked up my neck and my back and well the military just doesnt want to listen and are takin their sweet time about getting me fixed. i barely have enough money at the end of the month to even buy food, ive been living off tuna and bread for about 2 months now, every once and awhile i say fuck it and get a steak or something special you know. and now it seems ive fucked up with the lo3 people. man i just really dont know what to do anymore, its like no matter how hard i try to make myself better, make others happy, i end up in a big pile of shit. i just wish i could be back home with my friends and family and better, then i might truly be happy again.

uhhh shut the fuck up. :roll:

 

[BillyTheKid]

uhhh shut the fuck up. :roll:

ROFL

 

[CuRRyINaHuRRy]

so im bored cause the servers are down and just thinkin about my life... i believe me hanging out on the servers and having fun with my only friends on here it takes away the realization of the outside world. as you all know i am in the navy and well im surrounded by the most hardcore geek/pimplely face nerds who never seen a chick naked other than the net and well i cant make friends with them cause they are always talkin about their lvl 13 magic user they used to destroy a dragon last nite. so basically i have no friends where i am at right now. only u guys and the friends back home. the only person i have here is my girl which i love very much and well that has kept me somewhat happy. but now they will be transfering me 3 and half hours away from my girl and im really going to miss her. they are transferin me because a few months back, i was in a car accident that fucked up my neck and my back and well the military just doesnt want to listen and are takin their sweet time about getting me fixed. i barely have enough money at the end of the month to even buy food, ive been living off tuna and bread for about 2 months now, every once and awhile i say fuck it and get a steak or something special you know. and now it seems ive fucked up with the lo3 people. man i just really dont know what to do anymore, its like no matter how hard i try to make myself better, make others happy, i end up in a big pile of shit. i just wish i could be back home with my friends and family and better, then i might truly be happy again.

uhhh shut the fuck up. :roll:

Man, i hope your not being serious dirty cause lizzy is going through tough times dude.

 

[Defender]

Dirty is never really serious even when he is serious. You have to sort of know him. I think the only time he is serious is if you cock block him from some pussy...or diss his man Luke (remember that dustin?).

Anyways sorry to hear your shit Lizzy. I don't know your whole story but where are you stationed? It sucks that you have eaten tuna and bread for 2 months. I went a couple months in my youth eating rice. I used to walk to McDonalds to get free condiments for the rice..rice and ketchup for breakfast, rice and mustard for lunch, and for dinner it was rice with ketchup and mustard. Occassionaly I would get a dozen eggs cuz someone would loan me a few bucks. So it was fried rice for a day or two. That blew and to this day I can't enjoy rice.

So do you have a paypal account? If I send you some loot will you promise to go out and get a good meal?

 

[JHoliday]

omfg! omni i thought my roommate was the only one who ate rice with ketchup!!!! fuckin gross!

and no i have never tried it, never have, never will!

 

[Dirty]

Well in a way I am serious. Not saying that I don't care though, maybe I should of said it like this.

"Everything 's gonna be alright, everything 's gonna be alright
Everything 's gonna be alright, everything 's gonna be alright
Everything 's gonna be alright, everything 's gonna be alright
Everything 's gonna be alright, everything 's gonna be alright"

 

[CuRRyINaHuRRy]

omfg! omni i thought my roommate was the only one who ate rice with ketchup!!!! fuckin gross!

and no i have never tried it, never have, never will!

You know its not that bad...i used to do it when i was a kid. Ketchup rocks.