Have you thought about rehab? This sounds like an addiction that you need to get rid of. First step is admiting that you have a posting problem, then taking steps to fix this problem. Good day and good luck!
You are right, Hello my name is darkdevil and I suffer from severe assholery.
But I see what he is getting at, I would love to become a video game programmer too and I have even had my chances to work for several companies as a game tester such as Nintendo, Sony, and at one point I was working for Acclaim though I quit cause of a douchebag producer. But I never took those jobs cause they wanted me to move to places like washington DC and one even wanted me to move to Canada for $20/hour but those places are just too far away I am a texas man and I rather stay here in texas.