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Sup guy,
Thought id give you all a late-night update on wth is up in my neck of the woods, to put it stright, things r looking up and there alot better than when i first posted this thread, jeez thats was way back in march, so much has changed since then, but so much still needs to change, as of today im officially at (0) with money, which is great cause i was def in the red for a while, and my bday just passed, so im 22, im fukn old! I got a second job for Allied moving lines, its a national joint, but a great job, i bring home 150 a day at that place which is pimp on top of my other shit. Ill get that nice spiffy car real soon and ocme visit u in Slip rock dev.
Some bad things:
I seem to have lost all my friends minus a select 3-4 and u guys and my fam, not a soul called on my bday(which had me torqued), but it never fails that my damned ex shoudl text me(god what a bitch), and then loudboy, good ole loud, first guy to tell me happy bday and i even got an e-card from him, kinda scary but man, much love. Good Lookin.
A couple of weeks ago one of my friends died, and this was tough, maybe u guys can talk em through this one as im still reeling from it all.
the kids name is jay, and he was my best friend from kindergarten till like 6th grade, but even when we split we were cool, ya know? and all these years i guess wed bump into each other in the hall or at a party, shti i even sold him some weed once, anyway when wed see each other it was always a flash in the eyes of "hey, sup man" we were just that tight, god man we did everythign together, made forts, shot crows in the cornfield with our bb guns, fourwheelers dirtbikes, little league, birthdays, the works. and then we graduated, and i didnt see him for a food two years or so till he moved in with some friends of ours and theyd have massive parties there and id see him and it was that same look and i dunno it was just cool, I mean I saw him 3 weeks ago, right before he got his goddamn bike that got him killed, and it just makes me so mad. Ugh, it just eats me up thinking about it, anyway thats been the reason for my demeanor lately, ive just been very pissy but im working it out.
I always do. Its hard to say goodbye to a friend. I get so attatched, i live through my family and my friends, and its hard.
Grrr i need sleep
Much Love
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