You sound disturbed, maybe you should get one of those little stress reliever balls.
And while I have had intercourse with my sister and my mother multiple times, it was all consensual. I've never actually considered killing myself, I actually enjoy (my)life even though I hate all of you. I like machines, they do what they're told, so I guess that's what keeps my going in a world full of zombies like yourself.
Don't get yourself so worked up buddy, it's just the internet... go what some Star Trek or something. Maybe you could go to one of those costume dressup conventions, that might be fun.