Its ok to like someone else when your seeing somone,as long as you don't cheat and spend more time on your real gf,lol.[/b]
She knows that I have more feelings for a specific other girl than her and we are both... uh... satisfied. Fact is that the girl that I like (probably) knows that I like her too, but there is very little I can do. Especially since a few days ago.
You see, for the entire school year, two guys tried to get together with her. Those two guys tried to talk as negative as possible about each other while she was around, and for good reason. A few days ago one of those guys went out to eat with her, and by coincidence, the other guy showed up. Because there was no other option, the other guy who was there first had to leave early, meaning that they were left together.
"All cards are played," he had every possibility, chance and reason to "crush" the other guy. Name me one reason why he wouldn't after trying to get rid of each other for an entire year of time. This was the moment both of those guys were waiting for to get rid of each other... especially now "all cards are already played."
That I spend more time with me "real gf" is true on the one side, but false on the other. In opposite of the girl I truly like, she and I don't really live close by (2 - 3 hour trip with the train). I promised that I'll go by somewhat more next year when the football season started again. My intention is to visit a few games of Heerenveen, which is not too far from where she's from.
What do you mean by "it are mostly her words than mine"??[/b]
It are mostly her words that we are together than that it are mine.
And On-Topic now; i have no difficulty speaking to large crowds and find improvisin extremely useful as I have freestyled raps (laugh if you want,but they're actually quite good) with my friends,its great fun

and I'm probs the best.
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That's good to hear, but are you able to do the same when under pressure or in front of a crowd that will probably be negative towards you?
As for those promises I've made. I took a day out yesterday to fulfill all my promises except for one... that speech. I'm kind of planning on what to say in it, but that will mostly depend on how the problems are going to unfold monday. If I can get people to graduate monday, then the speech will have different subjects than it has now.
I'm a bit nervous...